shirts against blouses
Yes, that's right. This bores me. Call me a collective soul, hoping these times aren't contagious, because I've never been this bored before. Actually I probably have been, may have involved being snowed in. I've applied for jobs steadily the last couple months. It really surprises me that no one's called for an interview. With the number of applications I've put in I was really expecting a better turnout, I'm talking hundreds of applications. I'm sure it takes time for these things to go through their process. Sorting through the countless resumes received and all that but I mean, why is no one calling? Then I figured it out. It's like a lottery to get an interview. Maybe I should make my resume colorful, put a floral viney border around it, make it look completely different. No one's calling anyway might as well try something new. If only I had the energy I had two weeks ago, I'm losing the grasp I had on motivation.
I'm happy to report that I have resolved the insurance issue, my license is no longer in jeopardy of being suspended. I am catching up on my car payments and was able to work out an extension. My student loan is deferred until next year. I have temporary financial assistance thanks to the state of florida. I'm not proud of this, at all. But I'm relieved. There's still a lot of tension at home and still some debate in my mind on whether or not I qualify as being homeless. I spent a few nights at Krystal and Ernest's which gave me a breather. I've got to get a handle on my storage unit situation. Guess that'll be tomorrow. Friday morning will be spent in a career training and job search workshop. I need to move out of my stepdad's house pronto. It's literally driving me crazy. I've lost a slight amount of sanity at each day's end. I know I've been saying that a while but aside from moving to hopkinsville, ky to stay with my dad a while there's not much for other options. Options without strings attached or people expecting something from me in return, or where there's a possibility things could go awry. Maybe there are and I haven't explored those yet. It's hard to think straight at times, even in writing this I keep getting interrupted, nagged really. There's always something else I should be doing than what I'm already doing. There's always something more important than what I need to get done. So I end up not getting things done. Not the things I need to. All I know is it's about time for me to school somebody, and I can't wait to call game point for blouses.
I'm happy to report that I have resolved the insurance issue, my license is no longer in jeopardy of being suspended. I am catching up on my car payments and was able to work out an extension. My student loan is deferred until next year. I have temporary financial assistance thanks to the state of florida. I'm not proud of this, at all. But I'm relieved. There's still a lot of tension at home and still some debate in my mind on whether or not I qualify as being homeless. I spent a few nights at Krystal and Ernest's which gave me a breather. I've got to get a handle on my storage unit situation. Guess that'll be tomorrow. Friday morning will be spent in a career training and job search workshop. I need to move out of my stepdad's house pronto. It's literally driving me crazy. I've lost a slight amount of sanity at each day's end. I know I've been saying that a while but aside from moving to hopkinsville, ky to stay with my dad a while there's not much for other options. Options without strings attached or people expecting something from me in return, or where there's a possibility things could go awry. Maybe there are and I haven't explored those yet. It's hard to think straight at times, even in writing this I keep getting interrupted, nagged really. There's always something else I should be doing than what I'm already doing. There's always something more important than what I need to get done. So I end up not getting things done. Not the things I need to. All I know is it's about time for me to school somebody, and I can't wait to call game point for blouses.