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i have a new life and it's really exciting. i wake up at eight because yuko is a hater and then i go back to sleep until one if i can. but sometimes she makes me go to the hall with her and eat breakfast. breakfast is coffee that's so black you're not even sure if it's there or if it's just a gaping vortex in the earth's anatomy. then i leave fairchild and walk around oberlin's campus for a few hours. there's nothing there, just trees, and people chilling with their soulmates and stuff. there are ducks too. one time my friend tanya gave me paxil and i gave them to the ducks. they liked them. they were amped. so i walk around looking for something to interest me and i smokesmokesmoke until the box is all empty and that means it's time to go back to the dorm. some days that's eariler than others. when i get back people are eating dinner. tanya and i go out, sometimes we take some other sweet friendsies too, and we either drive around nowhere or eat dinner or get crunk. we don't get too crunk though. it's bad for the morale, you know. when we come back i'm tired and my lungs hurt and i kind of miss bedcat and feel sort of empty but really i'm happy. i read whatever books are lying around and eventually fall asleep.