Jun 04, 2004 00:11
I had a girl over today, and we played board games. The astounding part is that there was no sexual tension at all. When was the last time THAT happened? for me, I mean. Not recently, I can tell you. I've been all focussed on this one girl. Plus I don't get out enough for my preconscious mind to truly understand that there are not ALWAYS romantic undertones or even possibilities. Imagine. . . a friend. . who is female. . . that's just crazy enough to work! Anyway, it was really comfortable, and that was nice. A very nice change. I'm a little worried that my comfort with her means I'm still focussed on the other girl who I wanted to start something up with. But I can't let that get me down.