Nerves of steel turn to mush

Aug 02, 2004 01:27

God give me strength to get through this exciting but nervewrecking week. I'm going to Cleveland tomorrow to possibly audition for American Idol. Yes, it's very exciting and there is the slim possibility of record contracts and getting out of Jackson and the like. I'm just more nervous about just...well, im not sure.

Maybe its because of all of these possibilites of what could happen and that's slightly driving me crazy. These are the things that i do know: I know that I have a nice voice, I know that I CAN sing and that I have a nice personality and that I get along with just about everyone. Im not sure if I will be seen and that bugs me too.

AUCK! Im so sick of thinking about this. Just keep me in your prayers and whatever happens, I will be ok. I will heal, and I have another plan no matter what happens. I love all of ya'll! See ya soon.
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