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I finally got to sort out some things that were an eyesore to me for a long time. A couple of drawers with things I didn’t dare throw away. A big frame where now years ago I put some postcards and they got all messed up and eventually ended up hidden in the basement. Framed a couple of pictures and just dusted and vacuumed. In a way it felt good, I finally did what I wanted. On the other hand, it made me think about time more than I’d like to think about it right now.
You see, I have this feeling sometimes, that I got stuck in the airport. Everybody is moving somewhere in a hurry to live their lives and I’m just small talking with them while they are waiting for their plane, and then they go. And I stay. Like I’m a resident of the transit area.
It's not just about the fact that my friends are actually moving places, it is also about life events. I don't know but lately I'm thinking and thinking about what my friends are doing and I feel..not behind, but not so real.
Last months I'm walking around Aalborg and can't believe that I'm here since 2011! Before I put the postcards in a nice pile, I see dates: 2011, 2012, 2013. I feel it was so long ago. And somehow, the life I had before I moved felt more real. I don't know how to explain the feeling, but I just don't feel so strongly about the things that have been happening the last years as I did before. It is like I'm watching a movie.
You see, I have this feeling sometimes, that I got stuck in the airport. Everybody is moving somewhere in a hurry to live their lives and I’m just small talking with them while they are waiting for their plane, and then they go. And I stay. Like I’m a resident of the transit area.
It's not just about the fact that my friends are actually moving places, it is also about life events. I don't know but lately I'm thinking and thinking about what my friends are doing and I feel..not behind, but not so real.
Last months I'm walking around Aalborg and can't believe that I'm here since 2011! Before I put the postcards in a nice pile, I see dates: 2011, 2012, 2013. I feel it was so long ago. And somehow, the life I had before I moved felt more real. I don't know how to explain the feeling, but I just don't feel so strongly about the things that have been happening the last years as I did before. It is like I'm watching a movie.