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A Heart Failed, A print by Natalie AKA BlueBlack
Thought I was getting lucky with a couple of good nights sleep. But, here I went and had another horrible dream last night....I dreamt there was a semi truck across the street that was backing up while Franz and I were pulling out of the driveway. He backed into us, pulled forward and backed into us again causing our car to crush into a motor home. Both Franz and I were compacted between metal and glass and who knows what else. I knew I was terribly injured and could physically feel my internal bleeding. I could actually feel the shears of glass sticking out of my head and face and I couldn't move my body because I was compacted and I couldn't speak because glass was stuck in and around my entire face and lips. Franz and I spoke to each other telepathically (I think that is what you call it) and told each other how much we loved each other and got all gushy. The scariest part of all, is our son was in the backseat. We knew for some reason, he was okay. But we knew we were in serious if not close to dead conditions. As always, I have no idea how it ended......
I also remember taking a taxi to hotel and pushing my laundry through the lobby in an empty ottoman into an elevator to some hotel. Franz had parked up the street (for some reason) and was in the elevator when I started emptying out the ottoman and throwing all my bras and garter belts and weird shit into the elevator. The front desk clerks were looking at me like I was out of my mind and I couldn't give a shit what they thought.