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im really only writing this so you can see how random and cool i am. only not really.
secrets never told a lie. and your mother never had sex.
my leaps and bounds seem to be only leaps and bounds trying to cover the tracks of my previous leaps and bounds.
i almost told myself i miss alot of people... but i really dont. the people im involving myself with are the ones i want to . and if you pop up every once in a while then good for you. im not striving for a companion or some bosom buddy anymore. im content with no OMG LYKE TOTALLY BEST FRIEND. or anything like that. EVERYONE knows when something is wrong with me. so why have one designated person to know all your dirty little secrets?? id rather just let myself know and be content with that.
brad lundblom. call me again. your voice mail made me sad. or talk to me when you see me online.
my room is dirty but i will be cleaning it soon.
i dont care if you dont like what im listening too.
my junior year is coming to a close and to be completley and totally honest im so fucking glad it is over. i wont leave this entry till the last day because i can remember it all freshly in my head now.
in my junior year i :
-got arrested for the first time
-got my first ( and second ) ticket
-got my first F on my report card
-went through my first car
-had to start paying bills
and some of the good things:
- had my first new years kiss
- had no major break up or rather any kind of break up
- got into a club and drank without an ID
- went on a roadtrip with a boy and stayed in a hotel and it was wonderful
- was introduced to the band " the faint"
- maintained a steady job and opened and maintained a checking account
the three of you.. you know who you are... i have distanced myself because of well... mere availibility ... and it seems we work better this way.
diet cherry vanilla dr.pepper is my NEW DRINK!!! if you love me.. youll buy me a 12 can pack of it and give it to me for some random gift.
i have realized i deserve alot. and even though i havent gotten much lately.. i know in due time it will some to me.
oh yeah poop licker douche bag sipper mommy fucker how did you like that surprise? yeah i know. we rock.
your temporary happiness is fine with me.
love-evan
secrets never told a lie. and your mother never had sex.
my leaps and bounds seem to be only leaps and bounds trying to cover the tracks of my previous leaps and bounds.
i almost told myself i miss alot of people... but i really dont. the people im involving myself with are the ones i want to . and if you pop up every once in a while then good for you. im not striving for a companion or some bosom buddy anymore. im content with no OMG LYKE TOTALLY BEST FRIEND. or anything like that. EVERYONE knows when something is wrong with me. so why have one designated person to know all your dirty little secrets?? id rather just let myself know and be content with that.
brad lundblom. call me again. your voice mail made me sad. or talk to me when you see me online.
my room is dirty but i will be cleaning it soon.
i dont care if you dont like what im listening too.
my junior year is coming to a close and to be completley and totally honest im so fucking glad it is over. i wont leave this entry till the last day because i can remember it all freshly in my head now.
in my junior year i :
-got arrested for the first time
-got my first ( and second ) ticket
-got my first F on my report card
-went through my first car
-had to start paying bills
and some of the good things:
- had my first new years kiss
- had no major break up or rather any kind of break up
- got into a club and drank without an ID
- went on a roadtrip with a boy and stayed in a hotel and it was wonderful
- was introduced to the band " the faint"
- maintained a steady job and opened and maintained a checking account
the three of you.. you know who you are... i have distanced myself because of well... mere availibility ... and it seems we work better this way.
diet cherry vanilla dr.pepper is my NEW DRINK!!! if you love me.. youll buy me a 12 can pack of it and give it to me for some random gift.
i have realized i deserve alot. and even though i havent gotten much lately.. i know in due time it will some to me.
oh yeah poop licker douche bag sipper mommy fucker how did you like that surprise? yeah i know. we rock.
your temporary happiness is fine with me.
love-evan