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how are you? thats good.. im good to. Dont you ever get sick of people telling you lies.. no one is good. NO ONE. evryone has been fucked over once in their lives... we all just walk around telling people that we are fine when they ask, but when really we are all wanting to blurt out..'nah im pretty shit at the moment...... feel like i want to be hit by a bus'... but then what kind of sad fucked up world would we live in if we all told the truth? Who knows. Maybe things would be better if ou could get it all off your chest to a complete stranger... even the taxi driver was so lovely today.. i told him i felt shit (i dont lie) and he asked why.. so we had a talk about it on the way home.. and i think that he is the only person to truely listen and care.. What if this world was full of strangers helping strangers.. maybe we would all live happier because we wouldnt have to pretend to be happy. For the past day or two.. the song that dont choose to listen to... the ones they play while your on hold.. or the song thats in the taxi.. well all the songs like that, that i have heard in the past day have been weird... Like first it was power of love - celine dion.. you know the one.. "IM YOUR WOMAN!!! YOU ARE MY MANNN!!!" well that one.. and what was the other one........ i dont know something ballad-y and holdonish... sing from who ever controls this worlds music? maybe.. right now i should be on a train to the goldcoast. i should have packed and suprised him but i think he has things he has to do without me for a while.. hahah im sorry i talk about you on livejournal... but at least its talking... Music makes me happy... music makes me freeze and cry for four hours.. my mum makes me laugh.. imake my sister laugh.. Miss Australia wins miss Universe. I want to drink you away.. hahahha but im afraid ill end up crying like a fool... i dont want to do that. I dont know why but i feel like you are driving to see me right now.. hahhaha even though i know you arent.. WHO WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND? Slim Dusty was played at my dads funeral.. i felt like he was in my room last night when i was crying , and suddenly i said everything will be alright..he pat my back. Isnt funny we block ourselves with such bullshit. Believe in things that are impossible.. tell lies... steal. Who knows.. why arent we all out living responsibly.. not getting our hearts broken.. why arent we all out fighting for something that matters... Music is the soundtrack to my life... and right now Bright eyes is playing.. and im down .. i hope some M-People comes on soon.. or maybe something that makes me think you love me again.. like your voice on the phone saying that you love me... not just words on a screen.
how are you? thats good.. im good to. Dont you ever get sick of people telling you lies.. no one is good. NO ONE. evryone has been fucked over once in their lives... we all just walk around telling people that we are fine when they ask, but when really we are all wanting to blurt out..'nah im pretty shit at the moment...... feel like i want to be hit by a bus'... but then what kind of sad fucked up world would we live in if we all told the truth? Who knows. Maybe things would be better if ou could get it all off your chest to a complete stranger... even the taxi driver was so lovely today.. i told him i felt shit (i dont lie) and he asked why.. so we had a talk about it on the way home.. and i think that he is the only person to truely listen and care.. What if this world was full of strangers helping strangers.. maybe we would all live happier because we wouldnt have to pretend to be happy. For the past day or two.. the song that dont choose to listen to... the ones they play while your on hold.. or the song thats in the taxi.. well all the songs like that, that i have heard in the past day have been weird... Like first it was power of love - celine dion.. you know the one.. "IM YOUR WOMAN!!! YOU ARE MY MANNN!!!" well that one.. and what was the other one........ i dont know something ballad-y and holdonish... sing from who ever controls this worlds music? maybe.. right now i should be on a train to the goldcoast. i should have packed and suprised him but i think he has things he has to do without me for a while.. hahah im sorry i talk about you on livejournal... but at least its talking... Music makes me happy... music makes me freeze and cry for four hours.. my mum makes me laugh.. imake my sister laugh.. Miss Australia wins miss Universe. I want to drink you away.. hahahha but im afraid ill end up crying like a fool... i dont want to do that. I dont know why but i feel like you are driving to see me right now.. hahhaha even though i know you arent.. WHO WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND? Slim Dusty was played at my dads funeral.. i felt like he was in my room last night when i was crying , and suddenly i said everything will be alright..he pat my back. Isnt funny we block ourselves with such bullshit. Believe in things that are impossible.. tell lies... steal. Who knows.. why arent we all out living responsibly.. not getting our hearts broken.. why arent we all out fighting for something that matters... Music is the soundtrack to my life... and right now Bright eyes is playing.. and im down .. i hope some M-People comes on soon.. or maybe something that makes me think you love me again.. like your voice on the phone saying that you love me... not just words on a screen.