i hate the world today.. not alot has changed.
I am down. I feel crappy.. i have spoken to ben for 2 seconds today and that will be all. A lady at work today wanted to fight me.. I asked her to hop out of the mens fitting room and she just started going psycho and yelling shit at me, stuff like "you wanna fight about it huh? lets take it outside then!" 'is it because im black' 'your a fucking bitch' i was just laughing at her.. 'dont fucking laugh at me whore!' SHE WAS CRAZY... as she walked out i said to her 'yeh id be leaving if i was you too dick'. WHat a cunt. I HATE HER. i work the shittiest shifts.. today i worked 12 - 9 in the fitting rooms.. adn i still get shit about not doing the job right.. and im am so sick of being picked on by managers for lame shit. I HATE MY JOB. AND the worst thing about all of this is that i have no one to tell it to but this shitty journal because every one else is of having a better life than mine. I am tired and sick of everyones shit.