Homework... and oh, hellos.
Been a long time since I posted here.
I've been doing very well. I'm usually pretty happy, more emotionally stable than... well than I can remember.
I don't know if anyone from the jad pad reads here anymore. I'm not coming down because, well, he's there, and I still deeply love him. I need to stay away so he can be happy with her - I don't want to interfere and if I came down, it'd hurt me pretty fast. I really want him to be happy. To be honest, I've felt kind of betrayed by her, and how fast he got a crush on her. And thats not fair to bring to anyone!
In any case, getting A's in all my classes, lost about 30 lbs over the summer, trying to be a little more social, etc.
Still single. But then again, even though I'm sort of lonely, it's not particularly bad. I have my brothers, and I don't know how much I want to get into a relationship.
Ummmm
Can't seem to find a job though. Looking to get into an accounting job or one that could upgrade to accounting when I graduate to streamline how quickly I can get my cpa and go on to grad school.
So, I won't be seeing most of you guys. I hope bible study is going well, and that the band is rocking it up. Congrats to Tim and Catherine! Oh... and jaquie and jim too :)
Please don't mention why I'm staying away from the jad pad to michael. Goodness knows I miss him terribly, but I honestly think its best this way. I know its probably best for me. He's my best friend, but it'd break my heart to see him. Please, do keep an eye out for him. I'd like to imagine that he's growing. I wish I could see that!
Anywho,
hope its enough to know that I've grown more than I ever thought I could. I'm so so much stronger, happier, more stable. Poor as all get out but... I'm doing very well. I hope your lives are full of warmth and joy!
I've been doing very well. I'm usually pretty happy, more emotionally stable than... well than I can remember.
I don't know if anyone from the jad pad reads here anymore. I'm not coming down because, well, he's there, and I still deeply love him. I need to stay away so he can be happy with her - I don't want to interfere and if I came down, it'd hurt me pretty fast. I really want him to be happy. To be honest, I've felt kind of betrayed by her, and how fast he got a crush on her. And thats not fair to bring to anyone!
In any case, getting A's in all my classes, lost about 30 lbs over the summer, trying to be a little more social, etc.
Still single. But then again, even though I'm sort of lonely, it's not particularly bad. I have my brothers, and I don't know how much I want to get into a relationship.
Ummmm
Can't seem to find a job though. Looking to get into an accounting job or one that could upgrade to accounting when I graduate to streamline how quickly I can get my cpa and go on to grad school.
So, I won't be seeing most of you guys. I hope bible study is going well, and that the band is rocking it up. Congrats to Tim and Catherine! Oh... and jaquie and jim too :)
Please don't mention why I'm staying away from the jad pad to michael. Goodness knows I miss him terribly, but I honestly think its best this way. I know its probably best for me. He's my best friend, but it'd break my heart to see him. Please, do keep an eye out for him. I'd like to imagine that he's growing. I wish I could see that!
Anywho,
hope its enough to know that I've grown more than I ever thought I could. I'm so so much stronger, happier, more stable. Poor as all get out but... I'm doing very well. I hope your lives are full of warmth and joy!