Back, this time for real: a very short entry on self reflection
Sorry, I didn't know that I'd be gone for so long //////(Faaber says: as usual, you're always so clumsy) --Faaber is an annoying NON EXSISTANT *cough cough* conscience--///// in Oxnard. GOMEN NE, that is for anyone who happens to come by my journal, meaning not many of you. Nothing I ever do is that popular because I don't do anything that great *sighs*. Yes, I am in a pissy mood today, the usual, because when I think about it I am not that social/friendly at all anymore. Everything I say is nasty now. Before I was really kind, but then I guess it dawned on me that my kindness was being abused and taken advantage of so I started always acting so angry. (Wow, this feels like therapy or something!) It's about time I act like I used to so that I can make more friends. The only friends I really have are some from school and a bunch of nerds who I meet at weird classes my dad makes me do. And maybe a few from camps, but that's about it. I've lost most of my other friends because I've been acting like the one thing I've been trying to avoid: an egocentric, lazy moron. My apologies to anyone who reads this and is like WTF because I don't really have anyone to talk about this kinds of things and so I just have to write them down. I'll just write a Yamajima or something to calm myself down. Again, I'm really sorry for anyone who reads this entry (and sorry for repeating myself, ne).