Aiba-chan gets a relapse of Pneumothorax
I know everyone would have heard the news by now by our hard-working, always smiling Aiba-chan got a minor relapse of Pneumothorax (on my mum's 42nd birthday! How convenient -_-'')
When I read about the news, I didn't believe it since I thought people were bringing up the old news up from 2002 again for some old reason. But when I started to read about the news, I started to cry silently since I was in the lounge room at the time and my sisters were there. My heart simply sank and I became so worried. Having good news in the morning about the documentary movie he'll be navigating and now bad news. Since I've been a huge fan of Aiba-chan for a long time, I just felt useless... I want to support him and take care of him, telling that his job can wait. People may think I just have a massive crush on a grown man... maybe I do but I seriously care for him and the other members, so these feelings was just a sense of love and care I have for him.
The tears kept falling down my cheeks for a while and I was pretty quiet. I guess with the addition of personal problems I'm having at home with myself, I couldn't help but become quiet. Arashi, especially Aiba-chan is my source of happiness and have pneumothorax come to haunt him again, I just don't know what to say. Yet, I'll just have to be positive cause I guess I don't want anyone to be worried about me... following in the steps of Aiba-chan. Even at school today, people have noticed how tired and quiet I was and they became worried about me. I just don't know how Aiba-chan can keep to himself, not wanting people to be worried for him. Yet, he gets worried for other people; they're only a few people like that in the world.
I guess one reason for this relapse maybe probably for all the running and pedalling during Waku Waku charity event, he was pushing himself really hard from all the news clips I have seen and another reason... he's simply working too hard! Even now, as he has been instructed to stay home and rest for a week and he's worried for his work and projects and he thinks that he is cause of trouble for everyone around him. Even Chika-san from Recomen said that Aiba-chan has been pushing himself a lot lately and it's obvious with all of the new projects he's getting so often these days...
Seriously, Aiba-chan... don't blame yourself; for once, just let people worry about you and your health. The other Arashi members did mention before that it's okay to rely on them once in a while. So don't rush into work... work is not everything compared to your health. I really hope that you will get back into proper shape and I know that the members and also every Aiba-chan and Arashi fans will welcome you back with open-arms.
I pray that Aiba-chan will get well soon and that everyone will see his beautiful smile and genki self. But take your time, no need to rush :)
When I read about the news, I didn't believe it since I thought people were bringing up the old news up from 2002 again for some old reason. But when I started to read about the news, I started to cry silently since I was in the lounge room at the time and my sisters were there. My heart simply sank and I became so worried. Having good news in the morning about the documentary movie he'll be navigating and now bad news. Since I've been a huge fan of Aiba-chan for a long time, I just felt useless... I want to support him and take care of him, telling that his job can wait. People may think I just have a massive crush on a grown man... maybe I do but I seriously care for him and the other members, so these feelings was just a sense of love and care I have for him.
The tears kept falling down my cheeks for a while and I was pretty quiet. I guess with the addition of personal problems I'm having at home with myself, I couldn't help but become quiet. Arashi, especially Aiba-chan is my source of happiness and have pneumothorax come to haunt him again, I just don't know what to say. Yet, I'll just have to be positive cause I guess I don't want anyone to be worried about me... following in the steps of Aiba-chan. Even at school today, people have noticed how tired and quiet I was and they became worried about me. I just don't know how Aiba-chan can keep to himself, not wanting people to be worried for him. Yet, he gets worried for other people; they're only a few people like that in the world.
I guess one reason for this relapse maybe probably for all the running and pedalling during Waku Waku charity event, he was pushing himself really hard from all the news clips I have seen and another reason... he's simply working too hard! Even now, as he has been instructed to stay home and rest for a week and he's worried for his work and projects and he thinks that he is cause of trouble for everyone around him. Even Chika-san from Recomen said that Aiba-chan has been pushing himself a lot lately and it's obvious with all of the new projects he's getting so often these days...
Seriously, Aiba-chan... don't blame yourself; for once, just let people worry about you and your health. The other Arashi members did mention before that it's okay to rely on them once in a while. So don't rush into work... work is not everything compared to your health. I really hope that you will get back into proper shape and I know that the members and also every Aiba-chan and Arashi fans will welcome you back with open-arms.
I pray that Aiba-chan will get well soon and that everyone will see his beautiful smile and genki self. But take your time, no need to rush :)