The confusion in dpeth
Yet,i feel so shit.I'll bet it's the worst time to go through ever in my life.
Er,All i can do now is to sit down and wait for the time until the shity aspcet fades away..I
m sure the unstable future must cause me feel lost.
Next saturday,I'm graduated from my school.I came to realise that social work isn't
what i'd like to during internship last summer in mental hospital.
I feel terribly sorry for my mummy who paid all tuition.
I know what I'm suffered from is to gush out from my daily thought/attitude.
As far as i remember,which is told by buddha.All my surrounding is my fault.
daily thought creates tomorrow..its no doubt right.
In this vacant time,i wonder why I'm incredibly fucked up like this.
So,I guess spending 90days in italy might give me a direction to upcoming future.
in eighter way,I'll become aware of where my distny lead me after that.
Entrust the disicive determination to my god...my mum told me so.
mum's always ethically correct..her idea gotta be from celestial..An oracle..im joking:)
on occation,i'd better look at bright side.meditating on things without movement
takes me nowhere.Its just wasting time,isnt it?Also Stom biching like little shits!
oh,i should mind my words..but i cant take a rein this fuckin' fury inside myself!
I should know that there is nothing to loose anymore but i can gain something new.
even everything doesnt go well.there are always things to soothe me.
my great bro is a truely savior to me.Because we can talk about everything like
our career's dream,outfits,girls,thoughts to life etc.i cant list up here:)
He's been crazy over fashion.Now he works for people with physical disablity.
He's a PT,Physical therapist.But It isnt what he want to do for living.
Yet,Nothing can take a figure for his aim.but He'd rather become a stylist.
Needless to say by all means i stand for ya.go your way with boldness!
your way is pretty rough,tho!Luv ya,my bro!
All things considered,people around me are definitely great!
they all the time tap my shoulder and tell me "get a life".
I send all my respect to you all!
oyasumi....
Er,All i can do now is to sit down and wait for the time until the shity aspcet fades away..I
m sure the unstable future must cause me feel lost.
Next saturday,I'm graduated from my school.I came to realise that social work isn't
what i'd like to during internship last summer in mental hospital.
I feel terribly sorry for my mummy who paid all tuition.
I know what I'm suffered from is to gush out from my daily thought/attitude.
As far as i remember,which is told by buddha.All my surrounding is my fault.
daily thought creates tomorrow..its no doubt right.
In this vacant time,i wonder why I'm incredibly fucked up like this.
So,I guess spending 90days in italy might give me a direction to upcoming future.
in eighter way,I'll become aware of where my distny lead me after that.
Entrust the disicive determination to my god...my mum told me so.
mum's always ethically correct..her idea gotta be from celestial..An oracle..im joking:)
on occation,i'd better look at bright side.meditating on things without movement
takes me nowhere.Its just wasting time,isnt it?Also Stom biching like little shits!
oh,i should mind my words..but i cant take a rein this fuckin' fury inside myself!
I should know that there is nothing to loose anymore but i can gain something new.
even everything doesnt go well.there are always things to soothe me.
my great bro is a truely savior to me.Because we can talk about everything like
our career's dream,outfits,girls,thoughts to life etc.i cant list up here:)
He's been crazy over fashion.Now he works for people with physical disablity.
He's a PT,Physical therapist.But It isnt what he want to do for living.
Yet,Nothing can take a figure for his aim.but He'd rather become a stylist.
Needless to say by all means i stand for ya.go your way with boldness!
your way is pretty rough,tho!Luv ya,my bro!
All things considered,people around me are definitely great!
they all the time tap my shoulder and tell me "get a life".
I send all my respect to you all!
oyasumi....