now I think I see the light.

[marzipanbaklava]

You know, I say my problem is that I can't find anything I enjoy, but there have been so many times in my life where I've thought, "How cool would it be to do THAT," yet not even for two seconds did I seriously consider trying it. I just automatically assumed that I wouldn't be able to do it.

That is some bullshit. I should have at least thought about it before deciding I wasn't good enough.