people.

Nov 21, 2004 09:15

"...now i do as i please.
i lie through my teeth.
someone might get hurt,
but it wont be me." hah. i love it.

im so tired of people right now. not each and every one individually; just people, as a collective entity. i keep forgetting that nobody actually cares about anybody else. i mean, we've all got our own shit going on, we are all trying to deal with something all the time, and we (or I) keep expecting to have someone to talk to and give a shit about me or my thoughts or my problems or anything. "friends". so AGAIN for like, the bazillionth time, i realize that i just need to use that energy that i usually spend trying to reach out to people and just care about myself. because im nobody else's responsibility, and i can only give as much of a fuck about you as you give about me. which, for the most part ive noticed, isnt very much at all.

ok, so thats my depressing / pointless thought of the day. im gonna go shave my legs. you can all go screw yourselves.

no offense.

love and hugs and kisses and candy and rainbows or whatever,
joni
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