Apr 28, 2004 20:39
I am all the sudden really happy lately.. I don't want to say that my life is back on track the way it should be, or it will all the sudden go down hill. That is just how things work. Well, with me that is. I am beginning to appreciate things. My parents always tell me that nothing will ever make me happy, but now things are different. I Mary Davis am I actually happy. I am thankful for lots of things and especially having Nikki and Jess back. I was totally hurt to have 2 of my bestest friends never wanting to be my friends again, but now things are better and I am just going to make sure that I never get into anyone else's business again because all it does it start DRAMA. I realized today that I am so square. I don't party, drink, or do drugs. Yeah.. I SOUND LAME.. I mean I have smoked like what 3 times, but it is definitely not ME. I am not a pot head... I mean I have fun, but I have just as much fun when I am not high. I ran like 2 miles and swim like 30 laps.. Holy moly wow.. Yeah HeCkA mUCH LAPS Eh? I plan on runnin 2 more b4 I am nite nite though... I am going to work out hecka much hard everyday since I QUIT TRACK~! Maybe thats why I am so happy. NO more TRACK. I just got sick of the stupid freshmen that always put me down. Like when I was about to vault they would say something negative so by the time I went I was just like FUCK IT.. U know? First off I dont know how to take a joke and second I get fustrated really easy and just give up, and thats exactly what I did. Dude I need to see Conner soon! I mean I saw him like Monday? But I want to spend real time with him. I like him sooo much.. Kisses FOR YOu if u are reading this! *MUAHHH* hehe.. lol.. ANYWAYS.. I am happy and yeah.. So I'll stop now before I think of something bad.. Oh gawd Cody is weird.. No not CowbOY cody.. My redheaded friend Cody.. He liked cartoon porn.. Weirdoo.. ANyways! Laterrrrrrr