Jun 16, 2003 03:59
Yesterday was a day so full of emotion for me. I felt as if everythining I had was boling to the surface. Every ounce of happiness I could have possibly enjoyed was there but at the same time I felt the need to think and worry wich brought on the unwanted tears. I still can't imagine it being a better day. The ocean was beautiful..there was a heavy fog wich left a mystery to what was beyond the waves. Hearing the fury of the water but not seeing it until it is close to you is a whole different beauty in itself. I watched my kids spend time with someone who only a short time ago entered my life, but not just spending time...Enjoying and loving with all they had. This alone was enough to set the emotions wild. At times my heart felt like it might burst with happiness seeing my children just enjoy it all. I sat back from it all in the arms of a person who loves me with her whole heart. Just absorbing it all. I never wanted time to stand still so badly. I think I've found my happy place...