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i don't even know if i can describe what all is going on in my head and heart right now
he came over for dinner tonight and to watch the rest of Firefly and Serenity
we were so blessed to not be in the company of my parents or sister
so, we cuddled on the couch and he just held me in his arms
i felt so warm and safe... the way he'd caress my face, play with my hair, and kiss me on the forehead... i just wanted to melt in his arms. i almost fell asleep a few times i was so comfortable, warm, and relaxed.
oh the opportunities to really kiss him... we had many... but until we are officially "us" we aren't going to kiss.
the most beautiful thing he said was that he didn't want to steal a kiss from "us" because "we" deserve such a special moment to cherish.
when the movie ended, we just stayed on the couch for a little bit and just sighed. i then had to let him get up and leave. we walked outside and we just held each other for a little bit and he told me that though he so very much wanted to kiss me... that he respected me well enough to not steal a kiss from "us"
oh i love getting lost in his gorgeous green eyes and the way he calls me beautiful, darling, sweet, lovely maiden, etc. he is my sweet gentle knight.
we are falling sooooooo much
it is soooo wonderful
i'm falling in such sweet love with my best friend
and i can't wait to see where God leads us. We just want His will for our lives.
I don't want to go back to Sam Houston... so far from my dear. But I shall see him once more on Friday at the skating rink!!!!
What a beautiful LOVE!!!!!!!!
he came over for dinner tonight and to watch the rest of Firefly and Serenity
we were so blessed to not be in the company of my parents or sister
so, we cuddled on the couch and he just held me in his arms
i felt so warm and safe... the way he'd caress my face, play with my hair, and kiss me on the forehead... i just wanted to melt in his arms. i almost fell asleep a few times i was so comfortable, warm, and relaxed.
oh the opportunities to really kiss him... we had many... but until we are officially "us" we aren't going to kiss.
the most beautiful thing he said was that he didn't want to steal a kiss from "us" because "we" deserve such a special moment to cherish.
when the movie ended, we just stayed on the couch for a little bit and just sighed. i then had to let him get up and leave. we walked outside and we just held each other for a little bit and he told me that though he so very much wanted to kiss me... that he respected me well enough to not steal a kiss from "us"
oh i love getting lost in his gorgeous green eyes and the way he calls me beautiful, darling, sweet, lovely maiden, etc. he is my sweet gentle knight.
we are falling sooooooo much
it is soooo wonderful
i'm falling in such sweet love with my best friend
and i can't wait to see where God leads us. We just want His will for our lives.
I don't want to go back to Sam Houston... so far from my dear. But I shall see him once more on Friday at the skating rink!!!!
What a beautiful LOVE!!!!!!!!