May 26, 2004 22:18
remember those rides that they had outside of stores like Kmart when we were little? well when your little they are the coolest thing ever and you want to ride it every time you go to the store, but you cant cause your mom wont let you. and now that your bigger you see them and think that they are so lame and that htey cant possibly be any fun. so wrong! i rode the merry-go-round outside of the dollar tree last night. maybe i'm just easily amused.
i was happy when i wrote that first part, but now i cant continue in the same fashion because my mood is ruined. fuck this. sometimes i feel like i hate him but then i feel bad for hating him cause i really dont hate him. its all gay. i just want to go away.