welll ok.
sometimes things just suck.
and right now things suck.
it happens right?.....right.
i'll get over it....i always do.
i don't act the same.....why?.....i don't kno.......stresss?
my birthday was saturday ....and it didn't even feel like it.
am i numb?..............................well...maybe.
it seems i don't really care about anything....i hate that.
i'm not doing it on purpose i just don't feel like caring about some shit.
I'm overreacting/freaking out..
but its alright...i'm allowed too.
i don't kno why i feel like this......well....i take that back...i have some ideas, but ya kno.
i want to stop being so dull.
it doesn't just bring ME down..it brings the people around me down..and thats no fun.....especially for them.
but tonight ill go to sleep hoping tomorrow everything will be back to normal and i will feel like a million bucks........but then end up waking up and feeling like complete shit.
its how it goes.
things go amazingly well for a long period of time....
then BOOM that day hits..and everything goes wrong...and its like FUCCKKK.
at least things will get better.
everything has to get better....am i right?
Tell me i'm right.