if my heart were on my sleeve, there would be nothing more than a bloody mess to clean up....
weddings are crazy.
sherry,'the best [wo]man' and the bride fought.
jessica, the bride, attacked sherry from behind when sherry was walking away. they kept arguing about sherry supposedly taking over the wedding and blah blah blah.
all sherry did was pay for the fucking wedding.
i don't know.
my beer got spilled all over me.
it was crazy.
but besides that eventful evening...
everything with lance is just wiggin' me out.
i truly care for me and i would love for this to be something more.
james is here right now and keeps putting all these thoughts into my head.
i don't know what to think or what to believe.
i know what i want.
it's just another one of those times where i don't think anything more is going to happen from this.
i just hate feeling like this.
i hate it when something makes me happy and i can't have it.
it makes me feel like a little kid.
we went to the mall earlier today.
tina and wiley were there.
i was chasing her through the mall about to jump her ass.
i was so pissed.
wiley and kevin v. [tina's baby's daddy] have beef between them.
kevin and lance are tight, so wiley kept giving us some shitty ass fucking looks and so did his bitch.
and i hate it when people fuckin' stare my ass down for no reason.
it's one of those things, if you have a problem with me then just say something.
i will surely fix it.
i dunno...
everything in my head is just so confusing right now.
i just want to make it all go away.
but annette has yet to return my page.
ugh.
i hate days like these.
all i wanted to do was just lay around all day with lance.
*rolls eyes*
i think i am going to go lay down,
i need to think about some things.
later.
sherry,'the best [wo]man' and the bride fought.
jessica, the bride, attacked sherry from behind when sherry was walking away. they kept arguing about sherry supposedly taking over the wedding and blah blah blah.
all sherry did was pay for the fucking wedding.
i don't know.
my beer got spilled all over me.
it was crazy.
but besides that eventful evening...
everything with lance is just wiggin' me out.
i truly care for me and i would love for this to be something more.
james is here right now and keeps putting all these thoughts into my head.
i don't know what to think or what to believe.
i know what i want.
it's just another one of those times where i don't think anything more is going to happen from this.
i just hate feeling like this.
i hate it when something makes me happy and i can't have it.
it makes me feel like a little kid.
we went to the mall earlier today.
tina and wiley were there.
i was chasing her through the mall about to jump her ass.
i was so pissed.
wiley and kevin v. [tina's baby's daddy] have beef between them.
kevin and lance are tight, so wiley kept giving us some shitty ass fucking looks and so did his bitch.
and i hate it when people fuckin' stare my ass down for no reason.
it's one of those things, if you have a problem with me then just say something.
i will surely fix it.
i dunno...
everything in my head is just so confusing right now.
i just want to make it all go away.
but annette has yet to return my page.
ugh.
i hate days like these.
all i wanted to do was just lay around all day with lance.
*rolls eyes*
i think i am going to go lay down,
i need to think about some things.
later.