for emotion,look elsewhere.

Jun 01, 2004 14:27

sometimes i think i should just shut up.
like..."if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all" bit.

i never have anything nice to say.

i am a mean,sarcastic,whiney, self-absorbed,bitchy,over-sensitive waste of flesh.

yeah.
today feels like a monday.

anything nice to say to me?

[didn't think so]

i miss those times when we would recite words to slc punk.

[my eyes are now opened to the world around me]

i need to stop blocking shit out.

my mom and i were talking about my dad yesterday.

when we came back from the funeral, she spoke with the principal at my elementary school. she told her, that through everything that had just happened with my father, that i never cried. i never acted depressed.
my mom told me she was worried that one day,
i will just snap.

i know i am bound for insanity.
[destiny]

i cry about my dad.
alone,only.
i don't want my voice to be heard.
is this weakness or is this strength?

i may not block it out,
it may be hidden from me. the emotions that is.

like i said,

i miss those times we would recite slc punk together.

[the end]
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