watch me fall to pieces.
sometimes i get too annoyed.
i let the simple things get to me when they shouldn't.
dear sean,
i come to your house to get away from my own. but lately everything has made me want to snap. and the person i usually snap at is you. i don't mean to do this, it just happens. kind of like the wrong place wrong time sort of thing. i know i have anger issues, who doesn't know that about me? but sometimes i can't help it. please don't be mad at me, things have been great between us lately. i just can't handle everyone arguing at each other, all of it gets to me. it reminds me of my own home, and i can't be there if that is what is gonna happen. i rather just stay at my own home where when an arguement starts, i can at least chime in with my two cents. but there, i can't. it is not my home and i know your parents say i am always welcome there but lately... i don't feel like that at all.
sorry for yelling,slamming doors, locking myself in the bathroom, hanging up on you, driving fast down your road so that dirt will go everywhere, attempting to leave you at diane's...etc.
<3,
gretchen.
ugh.
i have problems.
i let the simple things get to me when they shouldn't.
dear sean,
i come to your house to get away from my own. but lately everything has made me want to snap. and the person i usually snap at is you. i don't mean to do this, it just happens. kind of like the wrong place wrong time sort of thing. i know i have anger issues, who doesn't know that about me? but sometimes i can't help it. please don't be mad at me, things have been great between us lately. i just can't handle everyone arguing at each other, all of it gets to me. it reminds me of my own home, and i can't be there if that is what is gonna happen. i rather just stay at my own home where when an arguement starts, i can at least chime in with my two cents. but there, i can't. it is not my home and i know your parents say i am always welcome there but lately... i don't feel like that at all.
sorry for yelling,slamming doors, locking myself in the bathroom, hanging up on you, driving fast down your road so that dirt will go everywhere, attempting to leave you at diane's...etc.
<3,
gretchen.
ugh.
i have problems.