crying's good. it lets the boo-hoos out.

[maryloulovesyou]

(i had to take the picture away.)
There was just something about you.
You had this essence. Maybe I was the only one who
could see it, but I know it was there. It was there in
the way you walked, the way you talked, the way
you kissed. I think I'll miss the way I could make
you laugh when I'd tell you stories about Tony Danza
or how I mistook a cricket for a bird the most.
You hurt me worse than I could ever imagine.
I never thought that'd really happen, but I
can say in complete honesty that I wouldn't
trade a moment of it for anything in the world.
You taught me things, things that I didn't fully learn
until now, until it was over; important things.
You taught me that you can't live for the future,
it's too unstable to count on. You taught me
that you can't live in the past, because things
change, even when you want them to the least.
You taught me that you should never let
anyone become your world, ever. And you taught
me that people can fall out of love, and that
you get a few good broken hearts in your lifetime.
But you also taught me that there is a certain love
that never dies. A love for only the people you
care about most; family, best friends. And I know that
one day I'll be able to tell you I love you and mean
it in that way, and that way only.