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[maryloulovesyou]

things that i hate
-presidential elections
-road tests
-empty milk cartons
-missed phone calls
-not knowing the future
-menstrual cycles
-linear equations
-my paper writing business bombing
-having no film
-being annoyed with everyone

i think that i need to closely
examine my life. i say i am
going to make changes and then
i leave it at that. i have no
will to do anything. i am completely
and utterly unmotivated, yet when i
do things half-assed i get angry
because im an insane perfectionist.
i feel empty and i am not really sure
why. i can feel an even greater
disappointment approaching and the
only option i have is to wait for it.
i think i'll begin burying myself
in school work and books. because
those cannot hurt me. i think
i have a personality disorder.

[edit:/] angie and i are starting
a Unicorns cover band.