A girl with kaleidoscope eyes..
I'm listening to Lucy in The Sky With Diamonds by the Beatles because I was just talking to Garzaa and he said it reminds him of me. And it's a great song. I miss him.
Okay I'm like going crazy now, because I have NO idea what I want. And it's making me insane and I feel so mean because I feel like i'm not being honest, but I really can't help it because I honestly don't know what I want, so I can't be straightforward about what I'm thinking or what i want becuase I don't know yet. I'm so indecisive and I feel like I'm kinda playing around with people's feelings and I feel awful for that, but I don't see what I can do to make it right or whatever. I think I'm just being confused and moody. But I'm really really happy right now.
which is good. :)
Okay I'm like going crazy now, because I have NO idea what I want. And it's making me insane and I feel so mean because I feel like i'm not being honest, but I really can't help it because I honestly don't know what I want, so I can't be straightforward about what I'm thinking or what i want becuase I don't know yet. I'm so indecisive and I feel like I'm kinda playing around with people's feelings and I feel awful for that, but I don't see what I can do to make it right or whatever. I think I'm just being confused and moody. But I'm really really happy right now.
which is good. :)