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well well well the weekend as a whole...ok so friday night andy picked me up and he came into meet keith and i'm pretty sure keith likes andy cause they talked for a while well then we left and went to kick it in his fema trailer and that was interesting...the highlights of the evening were meeting his parents,him picking me up to kiss me,the upside down spider man kiss(don't ask) and lol his shooting skills....if you want to kno about that last one then just ask....its kinda funee...but just to let all of you kno there was no sex cause i told him that i wanted to wait a while as hard as it is for me because i totally want to with him but i figure i have gone since april without doing it a few more weeks won't kill me...but anyways he dropped that freakin l word again...and i told him that he didn't love me that he just liked me alot...but i don't kno like i keeping seeing an image of me saying i love you too in my head so you never kno...well then saturday i went up to the bowling alley and me and melanie totally didn't talk and i can admit i was a bitch for ignoring her but i'm really pissed because obviously she doesn't really care about us being friends or not other wise she would have called me when i told her i wanted to talk..i just don't get all this...i mean its kinda stupid that she wanted to put a strain on our friendship just because she isn't the first to kno everything that goes on in my life...i mean i can't help it when something really good happens i have to tell people and its usually the first person thats around me..and actually sometimes it isin't even someone that close to me...so it sucks that we aren't friends anymore because of that....i mean seriously...but as bad as this makes me feel i have other stuff to worry about...to much stuff is going on right now i'm just freakin overwhelmed with stress...but yea then when we were at the bowling alley the hot cop shane totally tried to get a piece of this and as flattering as it was it was i was kind of turned off because he was so damn forward..and that was aobut it for saturday...well this morning my mom calls and and low and behold tanner got arrested...him and his little friends like set the moss point baseball field on fire...and now they have to do community service...haha i may not be the best kid in the world but at least i have never been arrested..oh yea and harrison got his first kiss...of course he would get his before i got mine...he is getting his his ninth grade year...i was still a freak in ninth grade so i didn't get one till last year..he was like yea well i'm a pimp...ha not..well i'm going to bed..tootles