sometimes i dont feel pretty
i really don't like the winter. in the summer, its sunny all the time so i just want to laze about and nap. in winter, its dark all the time so i just want to die.
my cat won't get off my lap. why is that? is she fascinated by the computer screen? or does she just take advantage of the fact that i'm sitting still for just one moment to soak up some love? isn't that rather human of her?
isn't it funny that i feel most like a woman when my husband isn't here. or when he isn't paying attention to me, but doing something like ironing his shirt. because it's in those moments that i realize that i'm happy just making pasta and doing the dishes. i cant wait till i can do that forever. except by then someone else will be making the pasta and doing the dishes, so what i really mean is i cant wait until i can eat and have a clean house all the time and then go to the BCBG and Nine West outlets in williamsburg and then buy a movado and a three carrot marquise solitaire. in my 2006 boxter. cause that's when i'm buying one. this is what we call the rambling of those who are secure in their future.
how do you ramble? like those who are just trying to fill the silence?
my cat won't get off my lap. why is that? is she fascinated by the computer screen? or does she just take advantage of the fact that i'm sitting still for just one moment to soak up some love? isn't that rather human of her?
isn't it funny that i feel most like a woman when my husband isn't here. or when he isn't paying attention to me, but doing something like ironing his shirt. because it's in those moments that i realize that i'm happy just making pasta and doing the dishes. i cant wait till i can do that forever. except by then someone else will be making the pasta and doing the dishes, so what i really mean is i cant wait until i can eat and have a clean house all the time and then go to the BCBG and Nine West outlets in williamsburg and then buy a movado and a three carrot marquise solitaire. in my 2006 boxter. cause that's when i'm buying one. this is what we call the rambling of those who are secure in their future.
how do you ramble? like those who are just trying to fill the silence?