why is everyone crying?
So i went to a team meeting tonight and hung out with a short indian millionaire and his very round wife. it was fun. everyone was happy. jeremiah and i didnt qualify yet for the leadership so we hung out in the car for two hours being goofy waiting for it to be over so we could sneak in to the knight owl that never happened. i tied his tie around my forehead and was a ninja. he taught me about bruce lee. we hugged. it was worth the hour trip. afterwards we drove home and talked about our dreams and his temper problem. and now he's making me tuna.
so just having fun means you need a friend. what does that mean? i am your friend. what am i to do? if being your friend means sitting quietly and watching you do things that the old you would have found stupid then i wont do it. my standards do not permit me. they wouldnt have permitted you, either. so what changed? what needs to change now? what do i do?
mayank told me to eliminate distractions. i dont want you to be a distraction. i want you to be my friend. i wont let anyone pull me down. not that you're trying to. but the situation is trying to. stupid thing. down situation, down. sit. roll over.
play dead.
so just having fun means you need a friend. what does that mean? i am your friend. what am i to do? if being your friend means sitting quietly and watching you do things that the old you would have found stupid then i wont do it. my standards do not permit me. they wouldnt have permitted you, either. so what changed? what needs to change now? what do i do?
mayank told me to eliminate distractions. i dont want you to be a distraction. i want you to be my friend. i wont let anyone pull me down. not that you're trying to. but the situation is trying to. stupid thing. down situation, down. sit. roll over.
play dead.