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i guess my father was right, i do have dependency issues. they aren't issues until i don't have what i need to stay happy.
i was sick last night. the kind of sick where you can't go to sleep because you hurt all over. woke up magically this morning and for some reason god deemed that i should feel well enough to have to go to school unless i wanted to feel guilty for missing my english class. quite frankly, i wish i'd stayed home.
i don't want to be here. i want to be in some big city somewhere. living the hell out of life. and i'm not.
i can't believe you have to leave again. and man doesn't it hurt this time.
i miss everyone today. absofuckinglutely everyone. i fucking almost wish i could live at home, with all that entails.
god i'm lonely this morning. now i remember why i don't ever attempt the two hour drive back to auburn in the morning. it makes me depressed as hell.
and i'm still left wondering if working at winn dixie and living on southside in a house with everyone i care about wouldn't be better. today's vote is yes, indeed, it would be.
i would have come with, you know, if there was any way i really could.
i was sick last night. the kind of sick where you can't go to sleep because you hurt all over. woke up magically this morning and for some reason god deemed that i should feel well enough to have to go to school unless i wanted to feel guilty for missing my english class. quite frankly, i wish i'd stayed home.
i don't want to be here. i want to be in some big city somewhere. living the hell out of life. and i'm not.
i can't believe you have to leave again. and man doesn't it hurt this time.
i miss everyone today. absofuckinglutely everyone. i fucking almost wish i could live at home, with all that entails.
god i'm lonely this morning. now i remember why i don't ever attempt the two hour drive back to auburn in the morning. it makes me depressed as hell.
and i'm still left wondering if working at winn dixie and living on southside in a house with everyone i care about wouldn't be better. today's vote is yes, indeed, it would be.
i would have come with, you know, if there was any way i really could.