May 30, 2004 13:06
dear boy,
I do not know where you are, or when or where we will meet, but I hope that it is soon. I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you wont compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me when I get sick, and and be trust worthy and true.
Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but please don't be afraid to kiss me. I wont slap you or push you away. I'm sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don't stress about where to take me; what's important is that I'll be with you.
Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something just doesn't sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.
I hope you don't think that I am asking too much of you. I hope you understand that I am a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards, and to tell the truth, I have never been very good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that I ask.