Merry Christmas
Well Christmas was okay. It was weird last night because Gid and Ben came to my family's Christmas Eve. Gid just stopped by and ate, while Ben stayed and hung out and played Beer Pong. That was fun, I got good and drunk for christmas eve. I got some good stuff I wanted but not that much because tomorrow we're leaving for THE MALL OF AMERICA. wooo!
I still hate my situation sometimes. I read some things I shouldn't have
I found myself awakened
by sound and flight by night
listening to your breath against my chest
makes me love this life
Forgo my fear in question
let myself go and rest
my eyes onto what I love
who lies sleeping at my breast
In my head I sense
to say how I feel
to hear your tenderly sigh
and the emotion I feel
when you open your eyes
He wrote that for me, I think for our first year anniversary. I finally took it down today and put it away. I can't get rid of it because he painted it and everything and it's wonderful.
He wrote them for me more than once, always creative and thoughtful.
Please listen to me
I want you to be
more than a face in the crowd
If you feel like loving me
meet me half way
and I will follow you down
Just don't let this unfold
as I walk alone
I love you more than you even know
I need you here wtih me
Fittingly only you can see
the lines on my face
Insecurities threaten
with the contraception
of you and I both
ugh ugh ugh
There is not enough money in the world to cover the amount of shopping therapy I need.