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Mar 19, 2005 12:21

soo i think i lost my camera
its driving me nuts
i cant find it anywhere
it feels weird updating
and not having
any pictures to put
in here.

lifes boring
no guy, no crushes
dont have my licenses yet
Grades are so horrible that it
Makes me wanna shoot myself
Still sick, going on humm 3 months now
well i guess what i keep saying to people
things will always get better
with time, ill just have to wait thing out
my Birthday is in a month exsatly
very excited, signing up for seg. 2 today

Went to the driving range the other day
probably going again sunday
i like golfing alot, well at least the driving part
i had a lot of fun
it took me a while to get use to it
hitting the side fences and shit lol
but i finally got it down and
was hitting the back wall and everything
my hands and arms hurt but ill get over it.



got bored and started thinking up tattoos, i fricken wish, but i want something real small if i get one, these would be like minicurized.



be cute on my inner hip



on my lower back or sumthing.
ha just wishing i know it would never happen. lol

Havent done one of these in a long time, stole this from a few people

x: name = Mary Amanda
:x: piercings = ear lobes, inner conch, cartilage
:x: tattoos = i wish
:x: height= 5'4''
:x: shoe size = 7
:x: hair color = brown now lol

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = the weeping camels
:x: movie you bought = Napoleon Dynimate
:x: song you listened to = Jethro Tull "Look into the Sun"
:x: song that was stuck in your head = the phantom of the opera
:x:CD you bought = neighbor burnt me the 50 cent album lol (hes like 40)
:x: CD you listened to = Stand up, Jethro Tull
:x: person you've called = trying to call Tara last night my phone is fucked up
:x: person that's called you = Lex, to go to a kegger last night (random)
:x: tv show you've watched = Haha the Parkers
:x: person you were thinking of = dont remember?

DO...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = it would be fun to start over but i love my friends here
:x: you think about suicide = Nope
:x: you believe in online dating = haha yea i pick up guys on line all the time, the 50 year old perverts are the sexyist!
:x: others find you attractive = I hope so
:x: you want more tattoos = heck yes i do
:x: you like cleaning = not really when i get hyper i like to clean though
:x: you like roller coasters = Of coarse love um
:x: you write in cursive or print = you cant really read my hang writing it kinda a mix lol cus im too lazy to lift my pencil lol

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = depends on the person and how far away
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = doesnt matter if you want to smoke, smoke
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = sure y not
:x: soap operas = FOR! lol

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = yea friends
:x: ever cried over a boy = a couple times
:x: ever lied to someone = well yea, im not mother thresa
:x: ever been in a fist fight = haha many a times in middle school
:x: ever been arrested = yea im an excapted convict

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = Head and Shoulders and Treseme conditioner
:x: are you scared of = losing those i love

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have had my heart broken = once
:x: of hearts I have broken = Alot im sorry, i can be a mean person
:x: of girls I have kissed = 0
:x: of boys I have kissed? = Haha yea right i have no idea, lets just say more than you can count on a couple people hands and toes, (wow that sounds kinda bad)
:x: of boys you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you = ha a lot im a loser, the guys i always want they dont want me back.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = no idea, once in the school newspaper?!?
:x: of scars on my body = no idea, i have a lot though
:x: of things in my past that I regret = i try not to regret anything, you learn from a lot.
:x: of guys that have seen you naked = umm ill keep that number to myself
:x: of girls that have seen you naked = a couple of my friends (not really completely naked or anything)

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = at sometimes
:x: funny = probably not, i only laugh at my own jokes lol
:x: hot = (NP voice) "yea im basically the hottest person ive ever seen", hahahaha yea right.
:x: friendly = Yea i try to be, if im not im sorry dont mean to be not.
:x: amusing = i guess i could be im random enough, you should see my opera down the hallways lol
:x: ugly = yes very often
:x: loveable = i hope so, dont know to many people outta my family and my best friends that do tho lol
:x: caring = i try to be the most i can
:x: sweet = I try
:x: dorky = oh very.

favorite:
:x:6 letter word = Summer
:x:actor/actress = Brad Pitt
Cartoon = Simpsons and Fairly Odd parents
Cereal = Frosted Mini Chexs
Color(s)= green
Color nail polish = hot pink
Day of week = Saturday (only the ones i dont have to do laundry)
Least fave day = Mondays and Thursdays
Flower = odd colored roses
Jello flavor = the green ones
Jewelry = necklaces, all my hemp ones.
Special skills/talents = My Nun Chuck Skills, Computer Hacking skills, Dance Skills (i get all the ladys)
Summer/Winter = completely summer
Trampolines or swimming pools = matters what im in the mood for but i love jumping on trampolines while putting the sprikler under it.

|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed = Probably my dog, he sneaks in there for his afternoon naps
Saw you cry = Ms. FARAH, and my whole 5th hour, stupid bitch.
Made you cry = My Grades, (pathetic i know)
You went to the movies with = i was suppose to go last night but mommy wouldnt let me out, but it was probably kyle and reeves and all of them.
Yelled at you = Probably My brother
Sent you an email = My Grandma!! <3.

|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it? = never to a guy
Gone out in public in your pajamas = well yea, that is what lazyasses do duh
Kept a secret from everyone = its hard but of coarse
Planned your week based on the TV Guide = haha yea sometimes
Been to Hawaii: i feeking wish
China: nope
Canada: maybe im not sure
Europe: nope
Asia: Nope
South America: Nope
Australia: Nope
Wished you were the opposite sex: ha nope, i feel bad for guys the way girl fuck around with them
What time is it now: 11:40 am
Apples or bananas: apples
Blue or red: blue
Walmart or target: Target
Spring or Fall: Spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this: Change a load of Laundry
What was the last meal you ate: eating Pizza and ranch rite now
Are you bored: no i do these when i have things to entertain me.
Last noise you heard: music
Last smell you sniffed: i dont know?!?

|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no i believe in hot guys that can be assholes.
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: yea of coarse like 2 or 3

|| Info ||
Criminal record?: dont think i have some, other than some school vandilism and fights
Do you speak any other languages?: nope
Last book you read: Night for school but i like it.
Worst feeling in the world: loss
Who do you love: My Family and Friends
Who do you miss: i miss hanging out with erica, chelsey and ally. oh well

|| You ||
Nickname(s): Mar, MA, my dad calls me stinky lol
How old do you look?: alot of people tell me i look a lot older, ive gotton everywhere inbetween 16 and 19 weird i know
How old do you act?: hah oh it can range from 5 to being a lazy ass 100 year old lol
Glasses/Contacts: Nope, reading glasses from 3rd grade but i just wanted to be cool and have glasses lol im a player i know
Braces: never
Do you have any pets?: yeah my baby briggs
You get embarrassed: sometimes i guess, not as much as the normal person though
What makes you happy: Just having fun with no cares in the world, and the feeling of having someone there for me.
What upsets you: my brother and stupid boys.

|| Finish the sentence: ||
I Love...Naps
I Miss...being little and having fun with no cares
I Wish...it was summer
I Hope...that i find out what i want someday
I Want to Be...A superhero!
I Would Never...Jump out of a moving car.

EDIT:
i just finished making this
i thought it looked kinda cool
put magazine cuttings over one
of my drawings. its just a tester
i think i want to do a whole page skeem like it
what do you think?!?



<3
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