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Jan 12, 2005 16:05

Do, Do you, Do you know?
Do you know how long I've waited?
To look up from below,
Just to find someone like you?
And will your love light burn me baby
Burn a hole right through my heart
I think I might just trust you, maybe
But I'm not sure
I'm not sure I wanna know



The past week or so
ive just been in such a bad mood
and just everything seemed to go wrong
too many thoughts running tho my head
too much to consider, too much going on
i couldnt take it any longer
and i relized this isnt me,
ive never been like this before
i was driving myself crazy over
little stupid things
so the other night i stayed up till
3 in the morning, just writing
writing everything i was thinking, feeling and why
i think it helped alot, the past day or so,
ive felt better, like my old self again
just having fun without caring
makin the best of things that i can
because nothing in life is
worth having a bad time over
if a boy doesnt like me,
im not goin to collape and die
if a friend talks shit, oh well,
thats there issues to deal with
if someone thinks im a stuck up bitch
let them think that, i dont.
its my life im goin to live it the way i want
and nothing should change that

Thank god for half days
and snow days!
im goin to be a fat ass
by the end of them tho
big boy yesterday
ceasur land today
pizza hut tomorrow
and probably again on
monday and tuesday
oh and also broke

i think im ready to be serious
with a guy.
just not sure if anyone
wants to be serious with me.
oh well, ill take it if it comes lol.

Its my brothers Birthday today!

i took a bunch of random pictures yesterday
i was trying to be sweet
like a supermodel
haha i dont think that worked.
more of a clown haha.
had fun tho that is all that counts.
and a bunch of pictures i never uploaded





brothers the big 18 today!!

Random picture i took when i was bored in the car







i had a cool video place one but my brother deleted all my pictures so i lost it.



modeling in my volleyball uniform, ha, have a game today. were 3-0

this is what happens when you leave me alone with make-up and a camera






















played dress-up lol









Caught my dog doing this, that is why you never let him lick you




forgot to upload this, chandler and erika at jamas last weekend



My beautiful Disaster

In my gym class today
im goin to miss that class
making fun of jessica all the time
hanging out with cool freshmen
getting to look at trevor donnellys
butt playing volleyball all the time hah







haha jessica told me she was smiling and this is the face she makes lol...dork!







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a funny memory or just a random thought
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thank you lovely!

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