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Taste of Chaos was freakin awesome
Got to see underoath, senses fail, and the used. Killswitch engaged was there but i was in line buying a shirt so i didn't pay attention.
My Chemical Romance wasn't there so i was a little bummed, i was really looking forward to seeing them.
I have been hanging out with the guys lately....i always have so much fun with them and when i'm with friends it makes me forget about everything
I love being out of my house so much, I wish I didn't have school, b/c then i wouldn't have homework, and I wouldn't have to be home to do it
I'd be out all the time, but I have to do good in school b/c it makes me feel better and makes me feel like I am atleast good at something....school...sometimes
My mom has been pissing me off lately
Sometimes I wish I could just drop everything and go live with my dad in new jersey
Then I think about it, and i'd have to make friends all over, and feel lonely all over again...i guess its better to just stick it out here in florida
My parents have actually threatened sending me to NJ...they act like I am this horrible child...they don't even know how good they have it with me...
I talked to my dad on the phone yesterday, and i cried...I miss him so much
My mom's boyfriend is gonna end up moving in with us...it just changes everything that he's around
I find myself feeling so lonely...she has him, my brothers have eachother, and I have no one
I can't stand feeling like this, I don't even think about it anymore b/c whenever I do I just get so upset
No one understands, I talk to christina (the best friend anyone can ever have) about it all the time, and I know she tries to understand, but she'll never be able to
Me and my mom hardly get along anymore....I can't even remember the last time we had a real conversation...
I wish I had someone that i could call, and they'd come running, and try to make everything better...just having that person would make things better....
I am such a pussy complaining like this but I just had to get it all out
Life is good and all, I just with some things would change, and other things wouldn't
Got to see underoath, senses fail, and the used. Killswitch engaged was there but i was in line buying a shirt so i didn't pay attention.
My Chemical Romance wasn't there so i was a little bummed, i was really looking forward to seeing them.
I have been hanging out with the guys lately....i always have so much fun with them and when i'm with friends it makes me forget about everything
I love being out of my house so much, I wish I didn't have school, b/c then i wouldn't have homework, and I wouldn't have to be home to do it
I'd be out all the time, but I have to do good in school b/c it makes me feel better and makes me feel like I am atleast good at something....school...sometimes
My mom has been pissing me off lately
Sometimes I wish I could just drop everything and go live with my dad in new jersey
Then I think about it, and i'd have to make friends all over, and feel lonely all over again...i guess its better to just stick it out here in florida
My parents have actually threatened sending me to NJ...they act like I am this horrible child...they don't even know how good they have it with me...
I talked to my dad on the phone yesterday, and i cried...I miss him so much
My mom's boyfriend is gonna end up moving in with us...it just changes everything that he's around
I find myself feeling so lonely...she has him, my brothers have eachother, and I have no one
I can't stand feeling like this, I don't even think about it anymore b/c whenever I do I just get so upset
No one understands, I talk to christina (the best friend anyone can ever have) about it all the time, and I know she tries to understand, but she'll never be able to
Me and my mom hardly get along anymore....I can't even remember the last time we had a real conversation...
I wish I had someone that i could call, and they'd come running, and try to make everything better...just having that person would make things better....
I am such a pussy complaining like this but I just had to get it all out
Life is good and all, I just with some things would change, and other things wouldn't