Mar 16, 2004 01:37
missing someone is the worst feeling in the world.
this morning when i was leaving jimmy james i hugged him and i started crying because it was the last time i was going to hug him for a long time.
every time i leave him i cry. i love him.
it's hard to leave someone you love.
especially when you know that person you love is where your home is.
i wish i wasn't isolated 3 hours away from him.
i know he loves me, i can tell by the way he looks at me.
i played dance dance revoultion on my game pad tonight for almost 3 hours. (thank you jimmy james)
i can't believe he bought me the game pad.
we were in best buy in the ps2 game section and i saw DDRmax2
and was like AHHHH!!! so he grabbed the game pad and game and just bought it for me.
yes it made me feel good.
yes it made me feel funny.
yes i like having faith in the relationship.
yes contrary to what i've said about him he's a good guy not just because he bought me a game or even bought me something but because i buy him stuff randomly too and his actions in best buy makes the relationship more equal and mutual.
Rather than give up or get mad wait and see what happens.
i think i'm gonna cry again because i miss someone.
bah. :\