eh..
just thought i'd report that i haven't fallen off the deep end since finding out that my obbh is in his last semester here at CofC. I'm coming up with what I want to say and how to say it the next time I talk to him. My friend(s) want me to just get it over with and call him up and I'm happy to say that I'm working on it. It's all good.. things around me are telling me it might be a good idea to just test the waters, esp. this from one of my friends (who doesn't know my issue) away message: "Never give up on fighting for something/someone that you cant go a day without thinking of.." So.. yeah. Sadness just lingers on the outskirts of my life right now.. it no longer fills it, just in case anyone was worried..
in other news.. random fire cracker just exploded outside of my window.. and i'm completely EXHAUSTED due to the massive amounts of thinking i did last night between the hours of 1 and 2:30am.. the restlessness that endured from 2:30-4:30, my suitemate getting up for class at 7, and the janitor lady vaccuuming the hallway for eleventy-billion years at 8am this fine morning. And of course, my alarm went off at 8:45..so yeah, not much rest for me.
Today I took to wandering campus. It was quite enjoyable I must say. Meandering is quite fun. If you're overly tired or stressed in anyway, MEANDER!
in other news.. random fire cracker just exploded outside of my window.. and i'm completely EXHAUSTED due to the massive amounts of thinking i did last night between the hours of 1 and 2:30am.. the restlessness that endured from 2:30-4:30, my suitemate getting up for class at 7, and the janitor lady vaccuuming the hallway for eleventy-billion years at 8am this fine morning. And of course, my alarm went off at 8:45..so yeah, not much rest for me.
Today I took to wandering campus. It was quite enjoyable I must say. Meandering is quite fun. If you're overly tired or stressed in anyway, MEANDER!