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so i've been doing a lot of nothing lately. oh well. today i went down the beach to "work." lol. i kinda just stood around and did nothing. i went to get sumthin to eat with abby, savanah, and katy. that was fun. thats when the day actually started to get fun. then abby claimed me to help with slush or just to pass out straws so i was like hey sure why not. i did that for a little while and then became deathly ill all of a sudden and i needed to rush myself home. i wanted to go back down but i was like too weak. idk it was really wierd. so i kinda just rested up and waited to go to karas. tonight was a little going away party for caitlin.i cant believe shes actually really leaving. like its happening. i've thought about it for so long and now its really going to happen. wow. mike picked me up and we went to amys so she could finish her little project then we went to karas and waited for caitlin and kristen to get there. we sat around and talked. played some reaction! watched FIREWORKS! made smores. opened presents. well caitlin did that. took lots of pictures. cried a bit. saying goodbye is the hardest thing to do. and even though it was really sad, the night was overall awesome.
ive come to a conclusion of how amazing i am. and how amazing my friends are. and how awesome of a life i have. and i just feel really good about everything.
now all i need is a boy.
im starting to get my near future into shape. finally. so school. im gunna do really well. i promise. im gunna do powderpuff. im dancing three nights a week and im gunna be awesome. im gunna get a job. probly stop and shop. cuz everyone and their mother works there. and thats the easiest thing. and colleges. hmm. suffolk.umass.salemstate.and im not totally sure about anything else. but i found out that if i go to chestnut hill college that i can get a 12,000/year scholarship. thats kinda like useless information. but anyway.
i feel really good about life right now. and im happy. and im awesome. cool.
caitlin. i love you. and i know you'll have an awesome time at the cuse. cant wait to visit. and i know ive said so much and ive said all this stuff already. i think you get it. <3!!!
peaceout.
P.S. -- i love amy and mike. we are the shit.