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I love this song... It totally describes my situation... I hate myself for it, too...
"I can't help myself" by The Four Tops
Sugar pie honey bunch
You know that I love you
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else
In and out my life
You come and you go
Leaving just your picture behind
And I've kissed it a thousand times
When you snap your finger, or wink your eye
I come runnin' to you
I'm tied to your apron strings
and there's nothing that I can do
I can't help myself, no I can't help myself
Sugar pie honey bunch
I'm weaker than a man should be
I can't help myself
I'm a fool in love you see
Wanna tell you I don't love you, tell you that we're through
And I've tried
But everytime I see your face
I get all choked up inside
When I call your name, girl it starts the flame
(Burning in my heart, tearing it all apart)
No matter how I try, my love I cannot hide, 'cause
Sugar pie honey bunch
You know that I'm weak for you
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else
Sugar pie honey bunch
Do anything you ask me to
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else
Sugar pie honey bunch
You know that I love you
I can't help myself, no I can't help myself
Sugar pie honey bunch
You know that I love you
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gah, I'm so pissed off right now... I swear... Like a dumbass, I called William around 10:00pm when I finished working on that prep course stuff. Oh my gosh, it was worse than earlier today. I swear I must have asked him 3 questions that he didn't even respond to... After an hour of (yet again) minimal conversation and feeling ignored, I just hung up on him. Without a word I just pushed the end button on my phone. I mean we must have sat there for like 5 minutes without saying a word (we were both watching TV), and finally I just got fed up with it. I tried to make conversation, but when my attempts failed, I thought, "Well, I'll see how he likes me not talking to him..." Yeah, he called back like 5 minutes later (it must have taken him a while to realize that I wasn't there... he probably didn't even notice until that tone started...). When he did call back, I wish now that I hadn't even answered it. I thought about it, but then I was like, "No, I'm sure he knows that I hung up on him on purpose..." Anyway, when I answered he was like, "yeah, you sorta hung up on me." I was like, "yeah, I figured you'd call back when you noticed..." he was like, "I almost didn't because I thought 'she must have had a reason to hang up on me.'" I was just thinking, "Deep thoughts..."
I'll end on that note...