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Gah, so much fucking drama. I swear I hate this. And you know what I've noticed? LJ has been the reason for or has contributed to all of my problems. But I honestly don't give a fuck... LJ helps me cope. It allows me to vent... So yet again, for all of you out there that don't like what I have to say, "Sorry, but you can either get over it, or not read it..." Anyway, on top of all that bullshit with William, Whitney called me (again) last night to tell me everything that Emily had to say behind my back. I was just like, "Yeah, whatever, this is the second night in a row, and I'm just getting pissed off..." The reason I was so irritated was because, what I said to Emily was supposed to remain between me and her, not me, her and Whitney. And in all honesty, I didn't say anything that bad, I was just irritated... And yeah, just so you know, I could have gone and told Whitney all the stuff that Emily said too, but did I? No, because I'm not going to go there... I'm actually thinking about calling and attempting to reconcile things because I actually do want to be her friend... I just won't tell her anything I don't want to be repeated. But then again, I've learned that lesson from people other than her. And the same goes for those other people, too. I think I'm going to find someone on the internet that doesn't know anyone from Kentucky or Alabama, so I can confide in them. I've found my trust is failing in life itself. My life is more or less falling apart...