"My hand is on the trigger. I'm ready to ignite."
Yeah, the trip this weekend was pretty much the trip from hell, or at least for me. The only thing good about it was the fact that we did really well competition wise, lying in the grass with Brad and standing in line with Brent and Denver. Strib chewed me out because she said I was disrespecting authority. It was pretty much the same speech Bishop gave me last week but yeah wtfe... I don't like either of them and I think they have a personal vendetta out for me because I was going to quit band entirely. The whole situation really pissed me off because people say stuff to her 10x worse than what I said, and she doesn't say a word. Like on the way home she said the instructors were going to buy us all water and Steven said, "can I get a coke?" and she started crying and talking about how she just does what she's told. I was just thinking "KARMA!" She totally made me cry for like 1/2 an hour, so I was just like, "yeah, I don't feel sorry for you..." But yeah, props to Denver, Brent, Brad, and JonJon. Those guys pretty much rock. They were so nice to me when I was upset. They were like trying to make me smile, and Denver was like, "yeah, you're the hottest red head around..." and Brent and JonJon were like, "Yeah, you are pretty hot, Beth. " So I told them that if they were going to treat me like this every time I cried I was going to start crying every day, lol. But yeah, I like those guys... sometimes I think I should have played a brass instrument, at least then I wouldn't have to deal with Stribling. In fact, I've gotten to where I actually like Zach K. He was nice to me when Bishop chewed me out the last time... man, I really need to rethink my views on life, because I obviously wasn't taught the same level of respect as everyone else... apparently I disrespect people a lot more than I think...
Anyway, here is Alex's report on the contest. It's frustrating when people ask how we did because I'm like, "We did pretty well, we came in 8th overall..." and they're like, "yeah, that's great..." They just don't understand how good it acutally is...
But yeah, I just downloaded that song "Bat Country" by Avenged Sevenfold. I like it a lot... If I hear some more stuff by them that I like, I might buy their CD. Speaking of CD's, the new SOAD CD came out this weekend, and I still don't have it. Chris and I are going to split it.
I had to go to counseling today... it pretty much sucked. The guy was asking all of these questions about why my parents got divorced and about my dad, and I cried a lot. I swear, I hate crying and I've cried so much in the past 2 weeks. I'm not even PMS-ing or anything... There's just been a shit load of stuff to cry about...