"Hey, I only want the same as anyone..."
Yeah, I've been pretty bored lately...
I'm tired of life...
I want to go out this weekend...
I'm fucked up in the head, but fortunately, I'm not alone.
I hate always wanting what I can't have more than what I already have...
I failed a playing test in front of Jason today, and then I cried about it... yeah, I couldn't care less as to what Bishop or Stribling think about me, but I like him so much that I hate screwing up in front of him. I mean, I don't like him in that weird Andrew Marvell(sp?) type way, it's just that he's a great teacher and a cool guy and I hate when he's disappointed in me. I'd rather him be pissed off than disappointed... but yeah, whatever... i'm off to practice because I refuse to look back after state and think anything other than, "There's nothing I could have done to make my personal show any better..." so yeah, fuck-up or not, here it goes...
I'm tired of life...
I want to go out this weekend...
I'm fucked up in the head, but fortunately, I'm not alone.
I hate always wanting what I can't have more than what I already have...
I failed a playing test in front of Jason today, and then I cried about it... yeah, I couldn't care less as to what Bishop or Stribling think about me, but I like him so much that I hate screwing up in front of him. I mean, I don't like him in that weird Andrew Marvell(sp?) type way, it's just that he's a great teacher and a cool guy and I hate when he's disappointed in me. I'd rather him be pissed off than disappointed... but yeah, whatever... i'm off to practice because I refuse to look back after state and think anything other than, "There's nothing I could have done to make my personal show any better..." so yeah, fuck-up or not, here it goes...