I Wish For You on a Falling Star...
I saw a falling star tonight, and it made me smile. :)
Today contained a variety of events, that thankfully mixed together to make an okay day.
I started out the day kind of out of it. My parents woke me up and asked me to go eat breakfast with them. We went to Cracker Barrell (as usual). After eating I came home and went back to bed. I had dreams about a certain person again. Hm...they just don't seem to go away. I'm not sure if that should be considered a positive or negative. *shrugs*
How come my exs never understand what breaking up means? I told my ex that we could still hang out as friends on occasion. So he asked me if I wanted to hang out Saturday. I was like sure, if you want to.
I woke up and saw Darrell had sent me a text message asking what time I wanted to hang out. I replied telling him 5 or 6. I got out of bed and took a shower. The clock was going on 5:30 and I still had no reply out of Darrell. I figured he had made other plans, so I decided to make other plans also. I called Alysa and asked her if she wanted to hang out. She said yes. It was going on 6 and I still had no reply. I was playing with my nephew and getting ready to leave, when I hear my dog go crazy. I walk outside to find Darrell sitting in my driveway. I was like what the heck? I am beyond confused why he is randomly at my house. He said that he sent me a text message saying he would pick me up at 6. (I never recieved the message.) I have now decided text messaging isn't always a reliable form of communication. I tell him I'm sorry but I already told Alysa I would hang out with her. I think I completely and utterly pissed him off, but I honestly didn't mean to. I can't help it I didn't get the text message, and I wasn't about to abandon Alysa for him. *sighs* I hate making people mad, but he should have called instead of sending me a message. The other thing that bothers me is he was all dressed up. Gosh we broke up, and I never said we might get back together. Him dressing up shows that he was trying to impress me. Then when I tried to be nice and hug him goodbye he gave me one of those really long "more than friend" hugs, if you know what I'm saying. Ugh...I see why a lot of people don't associate with their exs when relationships are over. It sometimes causes mixed signals. I just wish I could make him understand I don't want to get back together without hurting his feelings. :(
The rest of my day went a lot better. I went over to Al's and we washed our cars. Wow, how cool are we? These crazy guys in a convertible kept driving around her neighborhood so they could pass us. We considered flashing them, but they never passed by again after we thought of it. Later, we went to Blimpie and Brusters (heavenly ice cream :P), and then to Old Navy to buy Al some jeans. Al tried on millions of pairs and finally found a pair that was suitable. The employees at the store were getting mad cuz they closed in like 10 minutes. lol We left Old Navy and headed to my house to get a movie. We went to Al's and watched Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. It was wonderful. Strayed somewhat from the book, but nice, none the less. By then it was about midnight so I headed home and now I'm writing this entry instead of sleeping. Speaking of which I'm going to go do in a few minutes.
I think no matter what my dreams point me to, I need to just step back from the dating pool. I either get disappointed or disappoint other people. I'm sick of all the drama. I need to just sort things out within my head, and everything will run smoother.
<3 MA
Today contained a variety of events, that thankfully mixed together to make an okay day.
I started out the day kind of out of it. My parents woke me up and asked me to go eat breakfast with them. We went to Cracker Barrell (as usual). After eating I came home and went back to bed. I had dreams about a certain person again. Hm...they just don't seem to go away. I'm not sure if that should be considered a positive or negative. *shrugs*
How come my exs never understand what breaking up means? I told my ex that we could still hang out as friends on occasion. So he asked me if I wanted to hang out Saturday. I was like sure, if you want to.
I woke up and saw Darrell had sent me a text message asking what time I wanted to hang out. I replied telling him 5 or 6. I got out of bed and took a shower. The clock was going on 5:30 and I still had no reply out of Darrell. I figured he had made other plans, so I decided to make other plans also. I called Alysa and asked her if she wanted to hang out. She said yes. It was going on 6 and I still had no reply. I was playing with my nephew and getting ready to leave, when I hear my dog go crazy. I walk outside to find Darrell sitting in my driveway. I was like what the heck? I am beyond confused why he is randomly at my house. He said that he sent me a text message saying he would pick me up at 6. (I never recieved the message.) I have now decided text messaging isn't always a reliable form of communication. I tell him I'm sorry but I already told Alysa I would hang out with her. I think I completely and utterly pissed him off, but I honestly didn't mean to. I can't help it I didn't get the text message, and I wasn't about to abandon Alysa for him. *sighs* I hate making people mad, but he should have called instead of sending me a message. The other thing that bothers me is he was all dressed up. Gosh we broke up, and I never said we might get back together. Him dressing up shows that he was trying to impress me. Then when I tried to be nice and hug him goodbye he gave me one of those really long "more than friend" hugs, if you know what I'm saying. Ugh...I see why a lot of people don't associate with their exs when relationships are over. It sometimes causes mixed signals. I just wish I could make him understand I don't want to get back together without hurting his feelings. :(
The rest of my day went a lot better. I went over to Al's and we washed our cars. Wow, how cool are we? These crazy guys in a convertible kept driving around her neighborhood so they could pass us. We considered flashing them, but they never passed by again after we thought of it. Later, we went to Blimpie and Brusters (heavenly ice cream :P), and then to Old Navy to buy Al some jeans. Al tried on millions of pairs and finally found a pair that was suitable. The employees at the store were getting mad cuz they closed in like 10 minutes. lol We left Old Navy and headed to my house to get a movie. We went to Al's and watched Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. It was wonderful. Strayed somewhat from the book, but nice, none the less. By then it was about midnight so I headed home and now I'm writing this entry instead of sleeping. Speaking of which I'm going to go do in a few minutes.
I think no matter what my dreams point me to, I need to just step back from the dating pool. I either get disappointed or disappoint other people. I'm sick of all the drama. I need to just sort things out within my head, and everything will run smoother.
<3 MA