Curtis.
God beathes life into every living being.
then he takes it away.
i cannot fathom it.
this makes no sense to me.
where is the reason behind it?
not for us to know i guess.
its very upsetting...such a sweet and innocent boy,
gone.
i wish i could say that i new him very well...
however, the fact is, i was just now starting to get to know him.
this year we had half of our classes together, and we sat near each other in most of them.
he knew my name.
we talked every single day in class.
he always made me laugh...
he won the deal- no pimples, and never being sick.
we joked about Quiz bowl,
and i watched them play magic.
he came to homecoming in our group...dressed in his cute little sailor suit, and girafe tie.
and that lovely crooked smile...
its amazing, i remember our last conversation last tuesday, after 7th block...
i think i called him a jerk.
i hope he knew i was kidding...
we'll never know.
i wish i got to know him sooner.
i wish i talked to him about jesus,
and i hope against all hope that he knew and loved Him.
this is me being selfish.
i only really knew him for a short time.
his family and close friends know the ins and outs of curtis, and love him, and are beyond devasted.
i just hope and pray that Curtis is with God right now...
and especially, that God is with his loved ones here on earth,
i can't even imagine what they must be going though.
there is nothing elequent to say.
no explanation.
i just know that i will never ever forget that dear boy.
we are all blessed to have shared in his radiance.
then he takes it away.
i cannot fathom it.
this makes no sense to me.
where is the reason behind it?
not for us to know i guess.
its very upsetting...such a sweet and innocent boy,
gone.
i wish i could say that i new him very well...
however, the fact is, i was just now starting to get to know him.
this year we had half of our classes together, and we sat near each other in most of them.
he knew my name.
we talked every single day in class.
he always made me laugh...
he won the deal- no pimples, and never being sick.
we joked about Quiz bowl,
and i watched them play magic.
he came to homecoming in our group...dressed in his cute little sailor suit, and girafe tie.
and that lovely crooked smile...
its amazing, i remember our last conversation last tuesday, after 7th block...
i think i called him a jerk.
i hope he knew i was kidding...
we'll never know.
i wish i got to know him sooner.
i wish i talked to him about jesus,
and i hope against all hope that he knew and loved Him.
this is me being selfish.
i only really knew him for a short time.
his family and close friends know the ins and outs of curtis, and love him, and are beyond devasted.
i just hope and pray that Curtis is with God right now...
and especially, that God is with his loved ones here on earth,
i can't even imagine what they must be going though.
there is nothing elequent to say.
no explanation.
i just know that i will never ever forget that dear boy.
we are all blessed to have shared in his radiance.