Oh but it's cold outside

Dec 06, 2006 14:46

like colder now, in december, than it normally gets in deep January/February winter back in louisville. WTF!

So, Ben, Benny, Benjamin. Do NOT call him Benji! Panda, you'll meet him at Christmas for sure. I want to show him everything, so maybe you can ride around with us for a little while on Christmas day. I'm trying to work up a list of the places i want to show him. Definately Six Flags, even though it is so crappy compared to the one we have here, but because that is where I worked for sooo long. I guess all I'll be able to do is drive past it on the Watterson and maybe Crittenden drive and be like "there it is!" The Waterfront Park is so on the list too, and my old house,and the house i moved into after leaving the parents. And high school and Bellarmine. Does anyone have a suggestion of what i can show him? I realize nothing will be open on Christmas, but whatever. I hope Wicks is open Christmas eve night so I can make him taste that stuff! He loves pizza, and of course we don't have Chicago style pizza in Louisville, but I think that wicks shit is pretty damn tasty! And he likes diners, so I'm taking him to this hole in the wall place the day after Christmas.

I'm at Ben's all by myself right now. He's at work and i miss him!!!!

I have a job interview tomorrow!!!!!! I am so excited because it is within walking distance of my apartment (barely any transportation expense,except in bad weather), it is an office job, I think paying $24k, i can't remember (which isn't a lot, but it is a lot more than i make right now. And living in Chicago, since I don't have to pay car payment,insurance, etc, I would begin to start doing very well), with benefits! And free weekends!!!! That is what I want the most really. Ever since I've been working i've worked weekends. And that was cool when i was at six flags and was having a good time, but working every Friday Saturday and sunday at pottery barn is getting old! Ben works basically a 9-5 and has his weekends free, and i would love to spend more time with him. People say we will get tired of each other, but I don't care right now because I'm not tired of him yet and i'm in the state of mind that we will never get tired of him. He acts just as enthused to be around me as i act being around him, and men don't really fake that shit unless they're getting something out of it, like money. But I sure ashell ain't supporting his ass. I'm sure as hell not EVER supporting another man again! Ever! Even with this ugly cold soreon my mouth he still wants to see me. And he tells me I'm beautiful. He is way too beautiful for me. And smart. I've never really been with anyone who was smart. Someone told me once that you should be with someone who makes you feel like you don't deserve them, in a good way, and that is exactly how i feel right now.
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