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An update.
I just signed up on Mojo for fun so find me...I'll try to find you!
I dyed my hair redish blonde...you'll see it at the rehire party if you are SFKK crew, or if not, maybe never!
It's sunday and I'm just sitting at Allen's house. Friday night, Amanda and I had some good times! hehe! I'm bored...and hungry. But nevermind being hungry, b/c I'm not eating out of boredom anymore...of course I can't tell right now if I'm hungry b/c I need something to eat, or if I'm hungry b/c I'm bored. nevertheless, I weighed 199 pounds in late november (At first when I stepped on K's scale, at was saying "error" so I thought I was so fat the scale wouldn't even register my weight, but I wasn't doing it right!) and today I weigh 189 pounds. Ten pounds! Whoa! I don't think I look thinner, but some of my jeans have been a little loose lately, and hopefully they will get looser, except then I will have to buy new pants :( Oh, I promise this will not become a daily update of how much I weigh, but if something exciting happens, I will let you know. This week, i'm trying the whole giving up on okes thing and drinking only water, and lots of it. My sister lost 6 pounds doing that in one week because of all the water she drank instead and b/c she wasn't filling her body with empty calories, which for me would be like 500 calories a day since I drink so much Mtn Dew!
Why am I here?
Is it because you hate me?
Is it because you have to and you have no other options?
Is it really for my own good?
I know intentions are good, but I can't help but be depressed about it day after day, especially after the first day. Ya know, at first I was excited about the idea...I wasn't worrying about it that much, but now it makes me sick. But I will pull through, I know, and I will be there Monday, so don't doubt my loyalty and commitment.
I just signed up on Mojo for fun so find me...I'll try to find you!
I dyed my hair redish blonde...you'll see it at the rehire party if you are SFKK crew, or if not, maybe never!
It's sunday and I'm just sitting at Allen's house. Friday night, Amanda and I had some good times! hehe! I'm bored...and hungry. But nevermind being hungry, b/c I'm not eating out of boredom anymore...of course I can't tell right now if I'm hungry b/c I need something to eat, or if I'm hungry b/c I'm bored. nevertheless, I weighed 199 pounds in late november (At first when I stepped on K's scale, at was saying "error" so I thought I was so fat the scale wouldn't even register my weight, but I wasn't doing it right!) and today I weigh 189 pounds. Ten pounds! Whoa! I don't think I look thinner, but some of my jeans have been a little loose lately, and hopefully they will get looser, except then I will have to buy new pants :( Oh, I promise this will not become a daily update of how much I weigh, but if something exciting happens, I will let you know. This week, i'm trying the whole giving up on okes thing and drinking only water, and lots of it. My sister lost 6 pounds doing that in one week because of all the water she drank instead and b/c she wasn't filling her body with empty calories, which for me would be like 500 calories a day since I drink so much Mtn Dew!
Why am I here?
Is it because you hate me?
Is it because you have to and you have no other options?
Is it really for my own good?
I know intentions are good, but I can't help but be depressed about it day after day, especially after the first day. Ya know, at first I was excited about the idea...I wasn't worrying about it that much, but now it makes me sick. But I will pull through, I know, and I will be there Monday, so don't doubt my loyalty and commitment.