Oct 03, 2005 16:49
... ever ever ever drink Heaven Hill Vodka... ever.
last night was alex's 21st... and it was a good time. i rocked it out 80s style-- with a mohawk! it was sweet. anyways... the evening ended somewhat early, since kel and i both had to work at 8 am... however, around 430, the puking started. i didnt even drink that much... i had 2 water bottles with 8 shots bt the 2... and drank 1 1/4 of them... but somehow, i found my head hanging over our toilet like 5 times today. sucked ass. im still nausious... i can shake it. but ive gotta get the hw started soon. greeaaaaat.
and i need to learn to not take life too seriously-- im taking everything personally, and im over thinking things. i need to stop and go with the flow... with everything. work, school, friends... i stress way too much. maybe less stress would mean less motivation to drink?? lets hope so, bc im running out of money to support that habit.
i could use a nice relaxing massage right now...
and i fell alseep on my hand last night, so i have a red permanent X transposed onto my cheek... its so hott.
i feel like a train wreck.
anyways... i just gotta get through this week... im going home this weekend to work at subway...
im out like a boner in sweatpants.