Peace.

Oct 13, 2009 21:33

Aside from when I was very small, there has never been a time when I haven't perched on my bed reading a book or writing, with a cat curled up at the foot.  Even when I was small my mother read to my brother and I every night.  In some ways, this is the most defining characteristic about me.  When I'm in my warmly lit room, reading, with a cat curled up, I am the most content and the most ME I ever am.  I am also the most content to be alone.  I don't need anything in the world.  On days like this, it's about choice.  It's about freedom.  I had to do what I had to do all day, namely tutoring, waking up early, and going out in difficult weather.  I get to choose to be warm and comfortable in my room.  I can't choose the cat thing, though.  I've always had a cat, and whatever cat it was has always chosen to join me.  I don't mind though.  I think they just know comfort when they see it.  I just wanted to record a moment, I know this hasn't been the most entertaining entry ever.  I do hope all of you get to feel comfortable and warm on a rainy day.  What moments make you feel the most YOU in your life? I guess the phrase I'm looking for is at peace. 
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