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[mary_anjel]

i want to go back to my childhood again.
i was never alone back then. never ever. i'm not sure i even had the concept of loneliness.
it all was so, so long ago.

later being lonely became my greatest fear.

and then my worst fear came true.
simple as that.

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all's going well. i really don't have any excuse for being miserable now. so why am i?