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just returned from my friend's place. we had a nice long conversation, the kind you have with your good friend when you've not seen each other for so long you can't remember the last time and have a lot to tell. it's been a hard year for her but she says she's doing fine now and i'm glad. i had someone to listen to me too, which is a rarity, but it wasn't the point really.
we both still don't quite know what our lives are going to be like though. i guess all we can do is wait.
i just want to DO something at last. i want my life to change, get more active, interesting, eventful, independent, filled with people, whatever, just somehow different.
losing weight could be a good start xDD
suddenly i changed my mind about a portrait i've been drawing. it's no good. at all. i know they all lack something, i just can't put my finger on it. occasionlaly i end up with something acceptable, but not often.
the usual nonsense in my post. i often wonder why i need things like these to be posted here. and i know the answer, which is a sad one.
upd. seriously, give Book Of Saturday by King Crimson a go, it's beautiful.
we both still don't quite know what our lives are going to be like though. i guess all we can do is wait.
i just want to DO something at last. i want my life to change, get more active, interesting, eventful, independent, filled with people, whatever, just somehow different.
losing weight could be a good start xDD
suddenly i changed my mind about a portrait i've been drawing. it's no good. at all. i know they all lack something, i just can't put my finger on it. occasionlaly i end up with something acceptable, but not often.
the usual nonsense in my post. i often wonder why i need things like these to be posted here. and i know the answer, which is a sad one.
upd. seriously, give Book Of Saturday by King Crimson a go, it's beautiful.